Wednesday, May 27, 2009

staying busy.

i haven't felt much like writing anything lately. most of my day-to-day life is just shared with ken in daily emails, keeping him posted on almost every detail of life here while he's on the road.

life has been fairly busy/hectic/dramatic. i've been taking a lot more pictures and i'm happy about that.

i don't really feel like writing...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

to do list for the rest of the week:

** post stuff on ebay
** set up photo shoots
** paint middle room/hallway
** get out of town, maybe
** not lose my mind


every parent wants to believe that their child will not do the things you hear about in the news or read about in the papers. you think you know your child, and then shit happens and you wonder if you were just turning a blind eye or that you're child really ISN'T the kind of person that can make smart decisions. peer pressure and the need for acceptance is a bitch.

this isn't going to get any easier.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i was having a decent week until today.

fear is probably the best word used to describe my current emotion but there's a lot more than that going on.

parenting is not getting any easier.